9:09 a.m. - 2006-08-03
Into The Woods.
MMJ is on. I want to talk to you right now, text you, call you, email you, be sleeping next to you. Your hand between my legs. That tickled me.
Its a slippery slope. I dont want to fall off the edge. Because where will that leave me?
There are so many things I want to say right now, but its like keeping them in might hurt, but what if putting them out into the world hurts more?
I've been living... What seems to be two lives. Or no not really. But, there is this really good stuff that happens. Then there is this person who just shits on everything. One deffently outweighs the other.
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The other night things happened and I ended up outside. Eyes to the sky. There were shooting stars. I saw, I'm not sure how many I saw. I know that after about five I stopped counting. I wished on one of them, maybe two. I smiled a bunch. It was neat. Then I had to run back in the house. Its strange because I am not too crazy fond of the forrest at night, but for whatever reason when your looking up into the sky and seeing things move, things that you know shouldnt move, the things in the woods, things you cant see but know are there... They just melt away because you are seeing something special.
And boy, thats how you make me feel sometimes.
I'm just being dorky. I dont know tho, honestly.
My nipples hurt. Why? Worked out, should have worn two sports bras. The metal was moving and well the nipples didnt like that.
