2:56 a.m. - 2007-11-12
Who?
Bleh.
Why does it seem more and more I only ever come here to write when I'm feeling shitty?
I hate that. I used to have so much fun here. But no. It seems not so much any more.
Its november, which means NaNo time. And, well I've been doing a lot of writing.
I feel like shit. I dont even know why.
No. That is a lie. I know damn good and well why. It sucks my big fat cock too.
I have a boyfriend. Whom, I like. A lot. I live with him. We, together just recently bought a car. Which, among other things, means you know, I am pretty committed to him. So, the fact that I fancy another person, is not looking to good. And though I really dont want to make any moves on this other person, because of my boy. I would really like to. But, I have a boy and well we all know that, that is wrong. So. What is a girl to do?
Plus, I mean things between my boy and I have been very... Strange of late. And hey, maybe it is just me. Though, it does not feel like it.
AT ANY RATE.
Its all crap. And honestly, I just want to sleep.
I dont know what to do.
Another thing, I have a cat. A little black kitty. My boy just fucking hates it. The cat makes him mad, and he is mean to the cat so, I just cant deal with my boy being pissy about the cant and I cant take him being mean to the cat. Its not the fucking cats fault. So. I need to get rid of the cat.
But yeah. I know that sounds bad.
Fuck.
Sleep. And writing. Get my word count, sleep then work.
What have I turned into?
